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29 November 2007

Haven't been blogging for few days, nothing much except lots of ECs. Don't ask me why, perhaps... is time for a break. But YX took off days to Japan, have to wait for her to be back. Hmm... that gonna be few more days, sighs. Sometimes, they're like this... they just can't stop commenting people for a second. And I do not know whats wrong with me, that I was so pissed off by YYC and ASS. But I still talk to them at the end of the day.

Hmm... tomorrow gonna be a tiring day for me. Why must baby birthday falls on the 30th? End day of the month is always the busiest day for me. Knock off late, still 've to rush over to mummy there to help old man pay utilities bill. But tomorrow after that still 've to rush to BB to take some thing before heading down to meet baby they all. Sighs... tiring norhx. Not sure what time baby they all leaving, but I know... as usual their pattern won't leave the club until the club close. Hmm... alright... shall accompanied her till dawn. =)

Just get to know that tomorrow would be mummy last day of work. Kinda sad... sighs. I want her to work... a form of exercise as she's old. If she stays at home, she will fall sick easily. Haix, so vexed up. Anyway, good news for me... that I'll 've my pro-rated bonus for the upcoming pay. =) That means... I can get a new phone and maybe.... a swatch watch/white silver bracelet/digital camera. Depends... but I really wanna a dig cam cuz my lil' niece gonna 've a mini pfm on stage. =D let's decide later. Maybe... i'll not wanna buy anything more than a hp... and give my mummy extra money to cook good food for me! I miss her cooking...


I hope I'll luv myself more

20:36




26 November 2007

Yesterday evening went out to 've dinner together with jie jie and mummy @ old Jurong West. We had stingray, hot plate sotong with one dish of veggie. Very nice norhx. Hees =) Went to CK to buy daily use products, I spent nearly 70bucks over there. Reached home, pass bro-in-law 15bucks for Pearlyn's performance on December.

This afternoon went out to JP to meet Chew Hau. Went out to learn thing from her, is so tough and feel like giving up when buying those materials. But never... =D After which went to meet Gina to BB to order something. Accompanied her to M1 to change her line to 3G. I saw bro-in-law down there buying 6500S @ 68bucks only. Promotion price only for yesterday and today. Then I saw K770I pretty nice norhx, is 3.2megapix + Cyber shot phone. Reader, any idea is this phone good or not. Comment please. If really can't find my ideal phone, is either I get N6500s, or K800i if I manage to find.

Hmm... already 1.32am, still awake. Haha... hope this week flies fast. Guess tomorrow gonna be tiring day for me. Cuz after work still 've to go to JP to help mummy pay bills. =( And also to buy additional materials. =) Ooo... -.-"

Nighty!


I hope I'll luv myself more

01:25




23 November 2007

Tuesday night didn't manage to sneak off together with FPP cuz I left my handphone behind the auditorium. So I've got no choice but to go back and search for my hp. Thanks to Shu Yi who accompanied back and she was the one who found my phone. After which we waited outside the ladies for her friend. But her friend didn't sneak out, she only left the seat when everything ended. Our initial plan was to take 502 back but we waited for nearly an hour, the bus has not arrive. So we took train back instead. Reached JE, we went to Mc to 've supper before taking cabby back home. Was so tired that I was late for work on Wednesday morning. Well, usually I would be late for 5mins every alternate day. Hmm... end day count the bulk cash, so headache... it took me an hour just to sort the money. =(

Today so shitty. I hate him so much. By right, I was seeking for his approval for half day off this afternoon. But he mentioned that Cat (Cash officer) took an off day, if having me around... he had enough staffs to manage the branch. So I cancelled my off day. But guess what, it was just an hour pass, he told me that Clementi has a shortage of staff. He said that if Cat were to be back, he would send me over to CT to cover. I was totally stunned. Why he rather choose to send me over instead of giving me a half day off? And perhaps, cuz of this... I done lots of things wrongly. I felt so shag, as I've a total of 4ECs. I think the branch BSI was being pulled down all by me. As I doubt the others would make any mistakes. They're offend much more careful than me.

It was bad and sad news for me to know that Shu Yi was being deploy to Toa Payoh Branch. Damn, I would only be much happier with her around. Now, nobody to joke with me any more. ='( She was so sad that she cried. Just something to add on, heard from colleague that there're customers who refused to go to her counter as she took lots of time just for a small cash deposit. That's because she's careful and that's why... she always manage to balance off her cash. For newbie, she's consider as good in her cash. But something not so good about her is, she's too careful that she took up slightly more time for a transaction to be completed. But I doubt, CSM know anything about this. He's only happy that she could balance off her cash. The rest, he just simply can't be bother. Over here, I'm not bad mouthing about Shu Yi, but I just feel that he's so fake. Earlier post, I mentioned that he sent FPP and I for premium banking training. I could still remember how nice he put his words into. But now I realised that, is all fake. Is because, he knows that YYC and ASS wouldn't want to go for such training.

SA job is to help to com the Q, but our SA has such a priviledge that she could just go to internet and find assessment for her kids exam instead of helping us to issue atm card (which has no cash involved). Some time, she's free... but she just refused to help us in account opening, issue of atm card and receiving of cheques for clearing.

N today, is my first time rec' foregin cheque but I used the white voucher which is wrong. When he reminds me of that... then I remember that there's one voucher to use. When I went in to ask him something, I overheard his remarked "... feign ignorance" Whatever he likes to say about me, is fine with me. Just that, I don't like people to say anything behind me. Yepp, I admit... sometimes I do things without thinking. And I hate to read letter from customer, unless they told me to explain to them what the letter was about. I admit this is a very bad learning habit. I must change and improve my learning attitude. I've been willing to learn more new things, but he can't afford me to make mistakes. Then I expect clearer instruction.

mad

I hope I'll luv myself more

18:52




20 November 2007

I got to know that I was Mystery Shop by MS during this morning briefing. Everything the MS feedback was so negative about me =( "She did greet me, but she did not smile. She couldn't handle my questions and seek help from SGC. She looked pale, and she could look prettier with make up on. Her hair was long but didn't tie up" that's what he commented. So shag. And I got another case involved again, that I didn't pro-actively offer assistant.

Hate 'em lots.

Hmm, anyway... tomorrow gotta attend a function by OC till 9pm. FPP asked me to sneak away together with her. =)


I hope I'll luv myself more

20:49




18 November 2007

Friday evening waited for jie jie to knock off and we took cabby down to OCC, bro-in-law paid for it. Hmm, e room had a big living room with a room attached. Sleeping room had 1 Queen size bed and 2 single beds, it was so spacious... I like the layout!

Hmm, nothing much for the night. Just that Jie jie couldn't miss out the tv program @ 9pm on channel 8. So we only went out to look around @ 10pm. N went up to blowing centre to 've some snacks. After which, went back to our room.

Saturday morning woke up pretty and had a shower before heading to have breakfast with mummy they all. Didn't choose the A la crate cuz mummy don't like those western like food. So went to Rajah Mas Cafe. Hmm, the food there really sucks, is not warm @ all. It reminds me of how fabulous e breakfast was @ KL Crown Plaza Hotel. N the breakfast is only cater for 2 ppl, so bro in law paid for jie jie n his own shares.

Brought lil' niece out for swimming and I guess the parents didn't take care of her. Guess she drank few mouths of pool water that she had nightmare in the middle of the night. =(

BBQ session was fun, n really thankful to baby for BBQing the food for my guests. Thx thx!

Was surprised to receive 20 ferrero rocher bouquet like from Chew Hau. Cuz she still remember e promise. Touched***

Love the short pant real much that girls bought for me from Cotton on. E design is so nice that I was thinking of getting myself another similar one in another colour.

Enjoyed myself. N I hope my friends too.


I hope I'll luv myself more

16:04




16 November 2007

Haven't been updating this lil' blog for few days, so I shall blog backward.

Yesterday by right working half day but not enough staff so work full. Lunch time doing balancing I got a fright. B'cuz I accidentally left 200bucks inside the second drawer. I thought I over paid. Was struggling for half an hour... when YYC asked ASS to check her drawer and yepp.. is inside. =) End day went back early, cuz wanna go JP help old man to open an account. Hmm... been working in OC not used to e style of UOB. Oh yah, didn't know that my account was listed under "Bad Account" and they charged me 10bucks. =(

Went to Watson n Gurdian to buy some stuffs then went up to Red2 and bought the short pant that I've been eyeing for. In addition, I got myself a skirt for work. =) After which, head back home to help old man pay his bills. Went up to mummy house and pass her something.

Wednesday Nerene came over to relief FPP, she was the same batch as Shu Yi. YYC commented that she
s much more better that Shu Yi as she's faster. Frankly speaking, Shu Yi is really too careful in her cash. There's once customer don't even wanna go to her counter. Hmm kinda miss her. Oh ya Nerene actually overpaid my fav customer. We called him up, n he came back to return. Luckily. But all of us stayed till pretty late. =(

Both Monday and Tuesday day work late too. =( Next month OT pay sure a lot.

Hmm, later in the afternoon gonna go out with mummy to see bedroom set. Then evening waiting for jie jie to come back from work and head to chalet. Tomorrow morning, we will be having breakfast at OCC, lunch think eat out.. most probably hanging around @ NPSC. Then dinner will be having BBQ. Sunday having breakfast @ OCC, then maybe go shopping and have our lunch before heading back home. =)

Kinda sad that some of my friends couldn't make it to my chalet. Sighs... ='(

And guess old man n mom feel proud of brother cuz he is going to be supervisor. And I love the shirt he wore last night. So smart! Happy cuz kor kor first time wish me Happy Birthday worx. Hees.


I hope I'll luv myself more

09:05




11 November 2007

Sighs, chalet is drawing nearer n nearer for me. This afternoon just called up OCC to check out whether they provide me with a BBQ pit. Just get to know that I've to pay for 50bucks that comes in a package of food n drinks for 3-4 pax. Not so bad eh? So have been asking friends to cmf their attendance and I realised that only Baby that group replied me. Don't know whats wrong with the others people norhx. So tired just to get their attendance. Haix. Hmm, rec a sms from 9177_ _ _ _ but don't know who's she/he.

Tomorrow Shu Yi would be at BP branch, then most probably I'll be at the counter and YCC will be covering lunch eh? Hmm.. then Thurday half day work, after work will go to JP to help old man open an account. Then maybe send my com to reformat. Friday morning would be doing nothing. Wait for everyone to be prepared and head to chalet. =)

So worried sick for lil' nephew (Dewey).

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:08




10 November 2007

Yesterday end work @ around 6.30pm was so tired that I hail a cabby back home. Then this morning, stomachache, going to be late took cabby down to work but the door was not open yet. =( Waste my cabby fare. Didn't know that my CSM having off day, so empowerment test extended again. =)

I met my aunt inside the bus she was sleeping so I didn't wake her up. When reach the interchange, she woke up and I called her but she ignore me. Why? Hmm... that's the reason that I dislike the old man. He always caused all these. N last week he was asking me to help him open account on my off day. But this morning, he can just called me and ask me over tomorrow afternoon and go and open an account for him. For goodness sake, can't I have a good rest? I really hate him to core. All his problems become my problems. I helped him to pay the reno loan through axs machine on the day he asked me to. Yesterday afternoon around 3pm++ he can keep calling my hp till I knock off. Again he said that citibank officers say that they didn't receive the payment, did you pay? I was so frustrated that I asked him to go to the bank and pay right on the spot. He really caused too many troubles for me. He asked for the ref no on the recepit and he said that he's going to call the officers back. I was so mad that I asked him for the officer no and I'll call them to check it out. But who knows, when I called back, the office hours is from 0830-1730. How can he reach the officer? I suspect he lied. He's just sick, one day didn't hear my voice like will die lidat.


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14:09




08 November 2007

Without fail, lil' niece always check out my room if I've wake up. N I was awake by the noise that she made. Played with her in my room and went to wash up my clothes. Took a quick shower and clean up the entire house when they were all out for lunch. After which, was staying inside my room to mug for my upcoming empowerment test. Not so bad, at least I manage to memorise a lil' before I doze off to sleep. =D

3.30pm quickly jump out of bed and get prepared to meet Kelly @ IMM. But who knows I've been waiting for buses and cabby, but none come. Until mummy saw my @ the bus stop and ask where I'm heading to. She chased me up the bus when the bus finally arrived. The bus driver was so slow that I alight somewhere around YHCC, and took a cabby to IMM. And the driver does not know his direction well. When I reached, I'm already half an hour late. I feel bad.

Nothing much, just that we had our fabulous dinner @ Red Ginger. =) Was super duper full up. Four leave staff was so attitude. Whats wrong when I requested to seperate all the 10 mini cakes into individual pack?

Head back home and we had lots of laughter. =)

I realised that her grammar suddenly becomes so good when comes to complaint

Oh yah, is like so shitty I was being asked to go for the premium banking training.

So vexed up with Chalet planning.


I hope I'll luv myself more

23:13




07 November 2007

Just reach home from company's dinner @ Raffles Town Club. As compared to the previous dinner, I prefer the programs and food this evening which I really enjoyed myself. I left slightly early together with Kelly, cuz she's meeting her boyfriend @ Chuan Garden. Took cabby and sent her there and head back home. M broke... =(

Alright, tomorrow is PH. =) So happy, finally can have a good rest. Actually Shu Yi asked me to tag along with her for drinks, but I didn't go with her. Partly is because I'm tired and partly is because I've not met her other 14 friends before.

Oh ya! Before I forget, SBS called me this evening and asked me how much do I wanna them to compensate me. But guess I'm stupid to have said what I've said. I think Friday m calling them back to ask for more.

Tomorrow meeting Kelly right after her driving lesson. =) Can't wait to 've a good dinner with her.


I hope I'll luv myself more

23:32




06 November 2007

So shitty hate that ass again. So what time up for me to cover her for lunch? Can't she sit at the counter for another 10mins? I've customer enquiry about her AUD FD can? She simply can't be bother what you're doing and take her cash box and everything out of the drawer and push in to the back room. Selfish collegue!

Think my eyes playing trick with me. I helped to open 4 SA account but I read the surname as father's name, usually I don't put if it's father name. But who knows, all 4 accounts I missed out the surname of the customer. Shit! Of course I'm being nag, please I can't afford to make this kind of mistake lor. So stupid.

Tomorrow having dinner @ BTR. So sians, right after work. Not sure what time the dinner end. But guess would be leaving early together with Kelly. And guess whats the theme? HAT PARTY. So CSM actuall reminded me to bring a cap along for the dinner. So cute of Shu Yi to bought one for me =) Thanks.

Time flies, Thursday already Deepavali... and Saturday I think he's not going to let me off. Sure give me the empowerment test. But I really tried to memories as much as I can, but just none I could remember.

I feel I'm fat. How can I control my diet this time?


I hope I'll luv myself more

22:35




04 November 2007

Old man called around 9.30am asked me to go down mini mart as he wanna pass me money to pay for his bills. Actually sometimes I really pity him that everyone treated him this way (attitude). We don't even show respect for he's our dad afterall. But in the past, I do forgive him and tried to be nice to him but he took it for granted. That's the cause of why I moved out.

Out of the blue, why talk about him? Hm... I always told my friends, he's a very nice dad just that he love gambling. If he don't gamble, mummy might be tai tai, kor kor might be shao ye and I might be lil' princess. Dad ever told us before, what we want he could buy for us. Yao feng de feng, yao yu de yu. Mummy also said that. But because of gambling, dad gets depressed over money that he lose.

Look, I still remember the performance that I had @ SCH few years back, I really wish that mummy could go and support me, but she didn't go. Only dad... and he enjoyed the concert. I remembered he always shelter me to the bus stop every morning if it rains. Cuz I'm lazy to carry an umbrella. He would always fill up the emptiness of the fridge with milo packets, fruit juice, chocolates and fruits. He cooks fabulous lunch for us every Sunday morning. He always buy me my favourite panda biscuits even when I'm already 20 this year.

My 18th birthday he helped me out with my chalet, my 19th birthday he gave me a red packet but since then he took away my freedom. This year, he still remember my birthday and he pass me a red packet and I don't expect to be 50bucks cuz he already left with not much money to survive for this month.

Hmm... few days back I just hang out with one of my good friend in primary school. She told me lot of things. She asked me to go for my dream, never give up and one day I will definitely achieve my dream. I woke up with a dream. I dreamt that I went back to zestistic and Ji lao shi was so happy to see me. He didn't scold me. I really miss him lots.

Alright a pretty sad entry. Haa, sometimes I blog my eyes just filled up with tears.

I love my parents, brothers n sister of course lil' niece too. =)

I hope time flies fast later and I could have at least 3 successful referrals.



Great piece of art work by lil' Bernice.


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09:41




03 November 2007

Yesterday was busy cuz pay day. Likewise for today. Sobbs. But feeling happy, cuz since yesterday I do not need to let officer to detail check my cash le. Went to Nokia to ask the price for N95 cmf 938bucks inclusive of GST. Yepp confirm buying during this payout. =)

Today was so busy, but my vouchers little only. CSM asked if I'm ready to take the empowerment test but I told that I'm not. So extended another week. Guess ASS gonna scold me, cuz once I pass, I can have the 5k limit but v stressful nehx. She pek chey when I walk in n out. =D

Tomorrow having event @ AMK hub, sians. Actually I don't wanna go but they always decide for me. -.-" And dressing was white polo n jean which I do not have. End up, I bought a white polo from Giordano and jean from red2.

Wednesday company have another dinner. Exhausted!


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14:54




01 November 2007

Monday end day that ass asked if I took any stock didn't record. I was doing the employee survey and trying very hard to recall. After awhile, she called me and said that it was me, who didn't update the stock. Then I remembered I open an account for a driver but YYC helped me pass to back room. That's why, I forgot to update the stock. (Only after the account has been opened, then will have the account no mah) Idiot. Please, she don't 've to shout for me that loud at end of day right?

Tuesday I covered lunch, and I met troublesome customers. =( But I'm still happy cuz ass off.

Yesterday, that ass off. And I love my job scope. Since morning I was busying opening corporate account. Then went to cover lunch. Was eating half way, Yi Xiang said that Robin was hungry and asked if I could go out to com Q. So I went out. But who knows I kena open ca a/c. -.-" I hate most! After open ca a/c, continue with my corporate a/c. And I manage to help csm with all corporate a/cs. Hees! First time I felt that I'm 'useful'. At least, lately I felt that I'm able to help out with more things like scanning of TT, corporate a/c and opening of various types of account.

Today my off day wake up around 9am to shower and went to Jur West with bro in law to eat breakfast. I saw this gentlemen background looks so alike with one of my reg customer. Then when I walked closer, I saw his brother. And I realise it was Mr Chan.

MC: "Today off?"
Me: "Yep"
MC: " I know you off thats why I never go ****"
MC: " Wanna join us?"
Me: " Nvm, I eat with my bro in law"

Last time that cisco don't quite like him, say that he kinda proud. But I don't think that way norhx. And MC is one of my fav customer. He very patient with newbie.

Oh yah, bro in law ordered wanton noodles n fried wantons. Hmm, nice nice norhx. Especially the fried wantons. =) If next time happens to go roadshow, wanna go there eat le.

After that went to pay bills and slack around 501 coffee shop, reach home around 1pm. Later at 2pm gonna travel to simei to collect my cert. So shitty, but nevermind... meeting Kelly back to Jur after she finish her class. =)

Tomorrow auditor coming, scare I do something wrong and kena caught by the auditor.

Oh, OC really 've many dinners. And again, newbies has got no choice to choose whether to go or not to go. So end up Shu Yi and I have to attend the dinner on the 7th this month. Luckily the next day is PH so, not so bad. Haa...


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12:53